Ever get that feeling when everything is going just fine, but you still want to cry? Perhaps it’s the loss of summer. We were enjoying such a wonderful warm, sunny spell and it ended with a burst of thunderous applause. In no time at all, roads were flooded, the sun was lost behind tumultuous clouds and everyone complained of headaches. Ah, well! It was nice while it lasted. It had been such joy to see arms and legs again and watch them being coloured in or dotted with freckles. The annoying thing is that it’s still there, the sun, just swathed in layers of wet bath towels. We can only hope it’ll give us another dance once it’s dried off.
It’s the only thing I can think of. Everything is alright…honestly… So why do I have this feeling?
I really need to cry
It ebbs and flows inside me
As though summoned by the moon
Walks within my being
Shades the light in every room
I really need to cry
Like a lake near overflowing
Lipping, lapping on the shore
Held by trembling meniscus
Fearing only one drop more
I really need to cry
A weeping weight of water
Waiting, washing to and fro
Dammed by fear inside me
To be a torrent once let go
With you! The other day, came home from work, turned on bath taps for much needed cool bath and unexpectedly turned on a torrent of tears – full blown sobbing! Weird weather. Glad to know I’m not alone, Christine. Thanks for sharing.
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Beautiful words, Christine. Very moving. I was fine, honestly…… till I read your poem. Wish I could write poetry like you.
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Thank you girls. Got something to cry about now! Had a bad fall, a bad seizure and ruptured my hamstrings! Agony! Too sore for tears! X
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